So where's Wally?
"He's in the White House, playing army, smoking a fat cigar."
I went to Charlottes house last night- it was amazing. I haven't spoken to her properly for years, and I was so nervous we'd have not much to talk about, but I got to her house at 5:30 and we didn't stop talking until 12:30. I'm going round some time later, I reckon. It's so nice to have a friend around here.
I don't know what my plans for the weekend are yet, Mum's been really weird about me going places because people *never* come to my house, I always end up going to other peoples houses. I don't really have that much of a problem with it, but sometimes I just wish *I* could stay at home.
I tidied up the house and stuff because I thought Barnaby was coming over, but now he's not. And it pisses me off, because I spent loads of money going to see him and stuff. It was worth it, I'm not saying it wasn't worth it, just... it seems really unbalanced and I'd just like to see whether it's worth him coming to my house to see me or whether he'll bother or not. I'm not angry or upset at him, far from it, I love him and I miss him... it just sucks that I feel like I'm being taken for granted.
I suppose it's my fault though, really.
And it's not just about him, because I'm really happy with everything to do with Bee right now, it's about a lot of things recently. I'm always going to stay at peoples houses, and no-one ever comes here. People don't come to my house, don't know why. They're always invited, I'm sure people must know it's ok to just come round when you know I'm here. Hmmm...
I've been reading Sophie's World- a philosophy book by Jostein Gaarder [I think] and I tried reading it a few years ago and didn't get very far. Now I'm really enjoying it, and I'm determined to finish it this time. There are some really interesting concepts in it- it really makes me think.
And also: Socratic Irony- is when a person pretends to be stupid when they're actually quite sharp. Socrates used to do it to get people to think about what they were saying.
I'm trying to find a Uni I want to go to. I don't want to go to University, I'm too young. And they're all big and scary.
*cries*
Alright... I'm going to play the Sims or Pokemon or something now.
Love & Hugs xxx
I went to Charlottes house last night- it was amazing. I haven't spoken to her properly for years, and I was so nervous we'd have not much to talk about, but I got to her house at 5:30 and we didn't stop talking until 12:30. I'm going round some time later, I reckon. It's so nice to have a friend around here.
I don't know what my plans for the weekend are yet, Mum's been really weird about me going places because people *never* come to my house, I always end up going to other peoples houses. I don't really have that much of a problem with it, but sometimes I just wish *I* could stay at home.
I tidied up the house and stuff because I thought Barnaby was coming over, but now he's not. And it pisses me off, because I spent loads of money going to see him and stuff. It was worth it, I'm not saying it wasn't worth it, just... it seems really unbalanced and I'd just like to see whether it's worth him coming to my house to see me or whether he'll bother or not. I'm not angry or upset at him, far from it, I love him and I miss him... it just sucks that I feel like I'm being taken for granted.
I suppose it's my fault though, really.
And it's not just about him, because I'm really happy with everything to do with Bee right now, it's about a lot of things recently. I'm always going to stay at peoples houses, and no-one ever comes here. People don't come to my house, don't know why. They're always invited, I'm sure people must know it's ok to just come round when you know I'm here. Hmmm...
I've been reading Sophie's World- a philosophy book by Jostein Gaarder [I think] and I tried reading it a few years ago and didn't get very far. Now I'm really enjoying it, and I'm determined to finish it this time. There are some really interesting concepts in it- it really makes me think.
And also: Socratic Irony- is when a person pretends to be stupid when they're actually quite sharp. Socrates used to do it to get people to think about what they were saying.
I'm trying to find a Uni I want to go to. I don't want to go to University, I'm too young. And they're all big and scary.
*cries*
Alright... I'm going to play the Sims or Pokemon or something now.
Love & Hugs xxx