Holidays upon us..
Well it's that time of year again...Holidays are approaching us head on and all I can think is how I wish I could do more for my sister...
I have to work on Thanksgiving, so although we did buy some food for a small feast we won't be able to eat until night time, which at first sounded horrible but now that I think about it, might work out for the best. Here's what I mean, I won't get home until 6 or so, then my sister and I can cook our small feast togehter, getting the food ready about 7 or so, then we can eat together then sit down and watch TNA together...and although that doesn't sound like a fun day to many people, I think it will be good for me and her. Lots of food, Good company, and Hot men on TNA, not much we can ask for better than that...
I'm busting my ass trying to get time off to allow us to run back to our home state for a day or so, to be able to collect some of our Christmas things that are in storage and to continue some traditions we started back then.
I worry I won't be able to get her the things she wants for christmas, and I realize she worries the same thing. We're so worried about each other, and not about ourselves it's funny....With thanksgiving fastly approaching I realize everyday how blessed I am to have an amazing sister like her. She's always been there for me, and even though everyone else in my life has given up on me and thinks I will amount to nothing, she's always the one there to encourage me to go that extra mile...She's the reason I don't fail...Without her I don't know where I would be...I'm sure this could sound a bit creepyish, but there really is no way to explain what we have been through together...from abuse from an alcoholic parent, to abandonement...It's always been me and her there for each other, and I realize it more and more each day...
It makes me proud of the things we do together, even though we get alot of teasing and stuff about us liking WWE from many of our friends, I'm proud of it...It's something me and my sister enjoy doing together, we sit down for those hours a week and watch it together, we bond by cheering for our faves and talking about the others...We even have an ongoing battle about how long it will take for her to get me to admit I find Jeff Hardy attractive...When we go to the events live, it's like a bonding event, as we sit together cheering and screaming for our faves...
So on this thanksgiving, I'm very aware of what I'm thankful for...as I hope all of you look into your lives and note what your thankful for...
I have to work on Thanksgiving, so although we did buy some food for a small feast we won't be able to eat until night time, which at first sounded horrible but now that I think about it, might work out for the best. Here's what I mean, I won't get home until 6 or so, then my sister and I can cook our small feast togehter, getting the food ready about 7 or so, then we can eat together then sit down and watch TNA together...and although that doesn't sound like a fun day to many people, I think it will be good for me and her. Lots of food, Good company, and Hot men on TNA, not much we can ask for better than that...
I'm busting my ass trying to get time off to allow us to run back to our home state for a day or so, to be able to collect some of our Christmas things that are in storage and to continue some traditions we started back then.
I worry I won't be able to get her the things she wants for christmas, and I realize she worries the same thing. We're so worried about each other, and not about ourselves it's funny....With thanksgiving fastly approaching I realize everyday how blessed I am to have an amazing sister like her. She's always been there for me, and even though everyone else in my life has given up on me and thinks I will amount to nothing, she's always the one there to encourage me to go that extra mile...She's the reason I don't fail...Without her I don't know where I would be...I'm sure this could sound a bit creepyish, but there really is no way to explain what we have been through together...from abuse from an alcoholic parent, to abandonement...It's always been me and her there for each other, and I realize it more and more each day...
It makes me proud of the things we do together, even though we get alot of teasing and stuff about us liking WWE from many of our friends, I'm proud of it...It's something me and my sister enjoy doing together, we sit down for those hours a week and watch it together, we bond by cheering for our faves and talking about the others...We even have an ongoing battle about how long it will take for her to get me to admit I find Jeff Hardy attractive...When we go to the events live, it's like a bonding event, as we sit together cheering and screaming for our faves...
So on this thanksgiving, I'm very aware of what I'm thankful for...as I hope all of you look into your lives and note what your thankful for...