Tales of a Rough Life IV
Well it's been a few days, let me bring you up to speed...
I've been working both jobs, and although I doubted myself in the beginning I know now I have the drive deep inside of me to continue and work hard...
I worked 12 straight hours one day this week at both jobs, and although I was terrified of it, thinking I could not possibly do this, but I did...I didn't let the doubt, and self pity stop me, I swallowed it and faced my fears and completed it perfectly.
I've worked every day and although when I wake up I don't want to go to work, I do it cause I know I NEED to...I'm excited to get into the routines and get to know my coworkers....I feel proud that my boss has grown to trust me to allow me to know the code to the store and let me open it on my own...within only a week of starting.
I'm excited to see my paychecks and to see the money come in, I'm excited to earn money and let me money build up in my account...I'm excited that I'm EARNING it...
Maybe it's a fluke...but maybe I CAN do it...