Apr 18, 2005 09:39
its way too early in the morning and i want to go back to sleep :(
on another note..
i've finally realized that just because one dumb cunt screws you over (by sleeping with your man) it doesnt mean your new friend will do this. its a pretty easy consept but its taken me a long time to realize. im finally letting go of bad experiences and continuing with my life, i need to stop looking back and just move on!!! It's a good feeling, its like im starting over.... I'm learning to trust people, im not as scared of dogs, i've even gotten over hanging around "white" people. Not all people are going to screw me over, not all dogs are going to eat me, and not all white people are going to call me a beaner and jump my ass.
i dont think i could of found this out without my wonderful friends .. hahah who are white.. lol but i love them very much ghostly complections and all!so im thankful i have them and im looking foward to the future and not looking back.