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hmm... where to start? today has been one of the worst days i have had in a very long time... actually this week has been pretty shitty... i've been a fucked up person in many of ways and i feel horrible. i dont know how to apologize. i want to and i truly feel bad but i just dont know how to say it. All these thoughts run through my head at night and i cant sleep, whenever i have a moment to myself i remember how fucked up i am. my conscience is killing me!!! and i dont know what to do to forgive myself.. something happend these past couple of months and im not the same melody anymore, its kind of scary, like you dont even know yourself..
well to the people who read this and i've hurt in some way, know that im thinking about it, and regretting it, AND i feel bad..
well to the people who read this and i've hurt in some way, know that im thinking about it, and regretting it, AND i feel bad..