seeing the fruit of the labour
Couldn't really explain how motivated, reliever and overwhelmed to learn that all the time and effort put into the group project report and presentation had not only paid off, but it was the best in the class! : D A pass for this module is confirmed but an "A" or "AD" will depend on the grades of the paper! Sigh, hopefully everything turns out well and pray hard that the mind doesn't go blank, again... for 30 mins. : (
[but before today...]
Yesterday was frustrating, disappointing and upsetting. Never really felt that mix emotions for some time and why does it have to happen when the major presentation is on the next day? It may seem that at most times that the nonchalant and aloof character usually is not affected by the surrounding people or environment. What they do not know at all is such character often keeps things to herself till there is a worthy friend to share a word or two about something that happened. But when everyone is just not there, that view of hers will just be kept in her library of thoughts or swept away or hopefully with time, these thoughts fades away and life moves on.
Taking things too hard is never what she wanted, but she could never understand that what she has done for them is ever truly appreciated, recognised and acknowledged. Why do they recognise compliments but never Why does others have such high expectations of one that even when something or a goal has been achieved, others would find any possible fault and blames no one but just her. Why not celebrate success rather than dig into minor faults or failures? Blaming is not a problem solving tool. No one is perfect and flawless? Or do these people never know that? Wonders what do they know after experiencing so many things in their lives. Seriously these people just need to start appreciating what kind of capabilities and talents that others have and they do not have. Also, they should start reflecting on themselves and what they should start doing - mind their own business and learn from their own mistakes.
Despite what has been done for over 3 years, it just seems like i was never good enough for anything.
till then, m.
[but before today...]
Yesterday was frustrating, disappointing and upsetting. Never really felt that mix emotions for some time and why does it have to happen when the major presentation is on the next day? It may seem that at most times that the nonchalant and aloof character usually is not affected by the surrounding people or environment. What they do not know at all is such character often keeps things to herself till there is a worthy friend to share a word or two about something that happened. But when everyone is just not there, that view of hers will just be kept in her library of thoughts or swept away or hopefully with time, these thoughts fades away and life moves on.
Taking things too hard is never what she wanted, but she could never understand that what she has done for them is ever truly appreciated, recognised and acknowledged. Why do they recognise compliments but never Why does others have such high expectations of one that even when something or a goal has been achieved, others would find any possible fault and blames no one but just her. Why not celebrate success rather than dig into minor faults or failures? Blaming is not a problem solving tool. No one is perfect and flawless? Or do these people never know that? Wonders what do they know after experiencing so many things in their lives. Seriously these people just need to start appreciating what kind of capabilities and talents that others have and they do not have. Also, they should start reflecting on themselves and what they should start doing - mind their own business and learn from their own mistakes.
Despite what has been done for over 3 years, it just seems like i was never good enough for anything.
till then, m.