i'm itching my skin off right now

[melissaj]

i hate bugs more than anything. i hate when bugs are in my house. i'd like to think i'm a pretty clean person. maybe a little obsessively clean. so when i see a fucking gigantic bug in my bathroom i freeze like someone just shot me. i start to panic thinking what has it touched in it's path??? my hairbrush? my toothbrush?? has it been in my room? my clothes? ugh. i'm having a small panic attack at this moment. i'm considering not showering before work because i don't want to go anywhere near my bathroom. or if i do shower it's gonna be scalding hot and i'm gonna loofa myself til my skin is raw. ahhhhhhhh i hate bugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went to walgreens this morning with my sunglasses on and never took them off during the whole shopping trip. i did this because my makeup was not ok and couldn't be fixed. i also didn't realize until i got to my car that i had pizza sauce stains on my sweater from last night.