can anything fuckin go right
so for some reason today has been shitty.. it started off bad when i woke up cause i really didnt want to wake up at all but of course i did.. after i woke up i was good.. then got to work after sitting out all our bii for our trailer then sat around in the heat for so long got pretty irritating not to mention we got some pretty shitty news about having to move to speicher.. thats a shit load of moving within a month.. from the chus to the tents to spiecher then from speicher to home.. i like the home part but damn.. leave us the fuck alone and let us sstay here until its time to leave.. we got a fuckin month left.. come the fuck on.. this is redic.. not to mention we will be doin missions all the way up until we leave.. give us a breakkkkkkkkkkkk..
and now.. for some reason.. im really not motivated to take my ass to the gym because i know its leg day and i HATE leg days.. but i gotta do it anyways..ah just dreading it..
and im irritated about her* seriously wtf.. maybe its a good thing im leaving.. i aint gotta put myself thru this...(i dont even know how to put it) but thru this irritating mess thats going on.. i think most of all im just buggin out about all this.. i cant read minds.. i really wish i could cause im sure this would be much easier for me along with everything else in life but i was not gifted with that power...what a shitty life i lead huh.. hahaha.. jk i just want to screammmm STOP PLAYING WITH MY FUCKIN EMOTIONSSSSSSSSS... i hate that shit go* damnit ...................... who fuckin does this shit.... say one thing and act another way..
anyways i hope my day gets turned around and i hope i end up with a good nite but for some reason i dont see that happeneing.. ill prob post again later just to take my frustration out on this shit.. hopefully ill have something cheerful to write about but i dont see that happening..
i guess take my ass to the gym now.
and now.. for some reason.. im really not motivated to take my ass to the gym because i know its leg day and i HATE leg days.. but i gotta do it anyways..ah just dreading it..
and im irritated about her* seriously wtf.. maybe its a good thing im leaving.. i aint gotta put myself thru this...(i dont even know how to put it) but thru this irritating mess thats going on.. i think most of all im just buggin out about all this.. i cant read minds.. i really wish i could cause im sure this would be much easier for me along with everything else in life but i was not gifted with that power...what a shitty life i lead huh.. hahaha.. jk i just want to screammmm STOP PLAYING WITH MY FUCKIN EMOTIONSSSSSSSSS... i hate that shit go* damnit ...................... who fuckin does this shit.... say one thing and act another way..
anyways i hope my day gets turned around and i hope i end up with a good nite but for some reason i dont see that happeneing.. ill prob post again later just to take my frustration out on this shit.. hopefully ill have something cheerful to write about but i dont see that happening..
i guess take my ass to the gym now.