ass clown :o)
so yea.. 32 days left..
everyday gets more interesting i think.. whether is dumb comments people like to make and we just laugh our ass off about, or dumbshit that goes on with the army,or on the brighter side each day is one less day i have to spend here..one day closer to me being able to sit down and enjoy lots of beer and fun times with my friends.. thats what im lookin forward to most.. its probably sad that its not to get back to my family or to spend my time wisley with school or some crap like that.. but oh well.. i like what im lookin forward to.. i know this prob doesnt make sense but i know what im talking about.. maybe its just the way i word everything. it seems as tho nothing comes out right but in my head its right.. i wish i had something intelligent to write about but i dont.. so im gonna just stick with what im thinking and however it comes out is the way its going to come out..
wow.. that whole thing was nothing but ramble..i love it tho..
so this morning i did a 4.2 mile run for fallen soldiers.. i ran for my friend SSG Clay A. Craig who was killed in small arms fire on april 19th 2008.. he was a really good guy.. we went to WLC together and i prob wouldnt have made it through without him.. me and him were like 2 feet in a pair of shoes.. hahahaha just made that up but no matter what we were together.. so i love you man.. RIP miss you lots..
anyways..i layed around in bed alllll day and watched sex and the city, looked at shoes online, umm investing tips, downloaded some good music and jammed out.. it was great i love lazy days where i can sit around in my room and bore myself to death..
earlier i had a bunch of shit i thought about writing but now i cant remember anything. i hate when that happens..
want to do a shout out to my new friend- dont know ur name but hey!
also..went all day without talking to her.. hmmm..i dont know what to do.. im thinkin im gonna stop wasting my time on something thats gonna end before it even starts..ahhh..stresses me out and it shouldnt..of course when everything gets figured out with me it still ends up being difficult.. ive been waiting to get things situated and finally they did and seems like what i wanted to happen didnt happen.. i wish it was easy to jjust not think about it but its easier said than done.. i find myself thinkin about her more than i should.. i dont give up easily but damn i dont usually run after something like this..
so when i start writing on LJ im in an excellent mood but then when i get to the shit thats stressin me out it makes me blahhh.. im not a depressed person at all.. im one of those happy people that have problems too but not major ones.. but they seem major to me.. when they really shouldnt.. i have a great life and i love it to the fullest!