Over-analysis...
I have a habit of over-analysing situations and coupled with my quick to anger nature it generally doesn't bode well for others. But is this a case of me being my over-analytical self?
Apparently, my boyfriend is forbidden to take his girlfriend (this being me, obviously) on holiday but is allowed - with no qualms whatsoever - to take another female away with him. Now, bear in mind, holidays are the last thing on my mind yet this whole situation - when it was told to me - did not bode well. In fact, I was irritated and angry. So, anyway, he's on holiday now (sans female friend) and I went to bed thinking this over and over again. Should I be angry or should I just let it blow over? He said he would never take another girl with him so do I still have grounds to be so miffed about it?
So, lo and behold, I woke up angry and as a result I've hurt my hand and now it's spasming and rather sore. Since my last boyfriend broke up with me (who shall henceforth be known as Fuckwit) I've tried to rein in my anger which is working! But I guess it's one of those days and one of those situations where the wave of emotion gets the better of me.
But now I feel immensely guilty for being angry with him and for not talking to him properly this morning when he phoned just before he boarded the plane. I'm upset that he's off to America for two weeks and upset that I was so short with him. I want him to have a good holiday but after the conversation last night I just couldn't help how I was this morning. I'm rambling now and I doubt this even makes sense now.
Apparently, my boyfriend is forbidden to take his girlfriend (this being me, obviously) on holiday but is allowed - with no qualms whatsoever - to take another female away with him. Now, bear in mind, holidays are the last thing on my mind yet this whole situation - when it was told to me - did not bode well. In fact, I was irritated and angry. So, anyway, he's on holiday now (sans female friend) and I went to bed thinking this over and over again. Should I be angry or should I just let it blow over? He said he would never take another girl with him so do I still have grounds to be so miffed about it?
So, lo and behold, I woke up angry and as a result I've hurt my hand and now it's spasming and rather sore. Since my last boyfriend broke up with me (who shall henceforth be known as Fuckwit) I've tried to rein in my anger which is working! But I guess it's one of those days and one of those situations where the wave of emotion gets the better of me.
But now I feel immensely guilty for being angry with him and for not talking to him properly this morning when he phoned just before he boarded the plane. I'm upset that he's off to America for two weeks and upset that I was so short with him. I want him to have a good holiday but after the conversation last night I just couldn't help how I was this morning. I'm rambling now and I doubt this even makes sense now.