I am sick of College
Well last weekend I was home and It was a really good weekend considering I was depressed all week until Saturday. I went out with Ryan on Saturday and he really cheered me up. We went to see the grudge and sat in the front row, but it didn't matter because we were so happy to be with one another. He made me realize that I made some bad choices and that I am crazy. But yet he still wants to be with me, so I think he is crazy. I didn't come back here until Monday because me and him went out on Sunday and had a great night driving around and talking. But then I lost my hair Tye!!
Last night I realized that I can't stay here for the whole year. I think If I do i will end up dropping out or something. School isn't that hard, and Im doing ok.. It is just the fact that there is nothing to do and me and my roommate are just so unmotivated and lazy. I wish some days I could just stay in bed.. Most of the time we do.. We don't turn the lights on in our room until normally around 6 or 7...
So today I went to my adviser and signed the paper to come home after this semester. So I have 34 days left in this fuckin room. I am honestly going to clean it out slowly. I am afraid to tell my parents because I think they will freak. The one thing I don't want to do is to live home for the next year. The questions will kill me in my house.. Plus I don't think they are happy about Me talking to Ryan. They think he is a bad person because he is younger and has a bad family life, but he is doing better now. He is going to school and has 2 jobs. Plus he looks amazing...The only downside is that he is leaving for the coastguard or navy in June...But I guess in this next year we will all have a lot of decisions to make.
I just found out great news as I am writing this update.. Kayleen Bellas is going to come to PSU WB with me next year.... We are going to get an apartment and she is going to put me to sleep every night. We will be there for a year and then go to main together to bother my sister..I can't wait. She will keep me in- line and entertain me. Plus I will have a cleaning lady..hehe Luv ya
I can't wait till Thanksgiving even though I will be working my ass off at PC with people that have no clue who I am...I can't wait to party and spend time with my girls, my sisters and Ryan...My crackhead sister Kristi decided to move the day before Thanksgiving... She is moving out of the house in Moosic and then moving into an apartment down the street from me until they find a new house.. She is going to drive me crazy.
I am going to NYC all weekend with school to go to the hotel convention. It will most likely be very boring. I am not happy I have to be in suits all weekend. I plan on doing a lot of shopping and possibly even do X- Mas shopping... I think Ryan is buying me Timberlands for X-mas...what a fuckhead!!
15 Days till Turkey Day
34 Days till I come home
44 Days till X-Mas... but who is counting
Last night I realized that I can't stay here for the whole year. I think If I do i will end up dropping out or something. School isn't that hard, and Im doing ok.. It is just the fact that there is nothing to do and me and my roommate are just so unmotivated and lazy. I wish some days I could just stay in bed.. Most of the time we do.. We don't turn the lights on in our room until normally around 6 or 7...
So today I went to my adviser and signed the paper to come home after this semester. So I have 34 days left in this fuckin room. I am honestly going to clean it out slowly. I am afraid to tell my parents because I think they will freak. The one thing I don't want to do is to live home for the next year. The questions will kill me in my house.. Plus I don't think they are happy about Me talking to Ryan. They think he is a bad person because he is younger and has a bad family life, but he is doing better now. He is going to school and has 2 jobs. Plus he looks amazing...The only downside is that he is leaving for the coastguard or navy in June...But I guess in this next year we will all have a lot of decisions to make.
I just found out great news as I am writing this update.. Kayleen Bellas is going to come to PSU WB with me next year.... We are going to get an apartment and she is going to put me to sleep every night. We will be there for a year and then go to main together to bother my sister..I can't wait. She will keep me in- line and entertain me. Plus I will have a cleaning lady..hehe Luv ya
I can't wait till Thanksgiving even though I will be working my ass off at PC with people that have no clue who I am...I can't wait to party and spend time with my girls, my sisters and Ryan...My crackhead sister Kristi decided to move the day before Thanksgiving... She is moving out of the house in Moosic and then moving into an apartment down the street from me until they find a new house.. She is going to drive me crazy.
I am going to NYC all weekend with school to go to the hotel convention. It will most likely be very boring. I am not happy I have to be in suits all weekend. I plan on doing a lot of shopping and possibly even do X- Mas shopping... I think Ryan is buying me Timberlands for X-mas...what a fuckhead!!
15 Days till Turkey Day
34 Days till I come home
44 Days till X-Mas... but who is counting