Here I go Again!!
It is Friday night and I lay in my bed alone and sad. This week has been very insightful for me but yet so hard. I can't focus on my work and I find myself sleeping more and just not all there. I don't know what it is, but on Monday after a long boring day I decided to put the idea out that I want to transfer to W-B PSU next year. I never wanted to come out and say that I didn't like it. It is only November and I have spent too many long boring nights in the fucking room. Me and Kim try to entertain ourselves but most of the time we just watch TV. God if we didn't have a TV where we can watch endless hours of Full House, 7th Heaven, Boy Meets World and Sex and the City I don't know what I would do.
Wednesday Me and Kim tried to dye our hair. I wanted a light brown almost blonde color, but I ended up getting a dark brown almost black color...I think it was old dye!! Thursday I got up early to go to my 9:25 class but then it started to rain so I was done for the day. Beth, Kim and I napped all day. Me and Kim got up around 5 for dinner and decided we wanted Pizza Hut. We went to the wrong pizza hut to pick up our order and then we got stuck in a mad rain storm. We ended eating our cold pizza in the car and taking an hour drive because I got lost.. We drank a lot of Mountain Dew so we couldn't sleep.. We stayed up until 3am decorating and rearranging our room. I Hate Reading.
I came home around noon today and then me and Mark went for Chinese because I was craving it all week.. We went to PC to see everyone and I found out that all my bosses that I loved are leaving...Peggy and Cathy are the greatest and would do anything for me.. Mark introduced me to my new boss... After working for the company for 3 years I got introduced as... This is Melissa, she works here!!! My lil buddy Adam is even leaving!!!
I told my parents the news that I wanted to come home next year. My mom handled it well I guess and just started shaking. She never asked why and I really don't think she cared. My dad was kewl and asked a couple questions but then said he really didn't care. I will be saving them a bunch of money and I will be living under their roof so they can watch my every move.
I got my yearbook today and It was weird to see our pictures in color. Those were the people that I always looked up to. Wow those were the Seniors that are in College now. I am in College and I don't feel like it.. I feel like I am at a really bad summer camp. I very confused about a lot and there isn't anyone that is willing to listen. Having Kay and Caitlyn so far away is really hard, and everyone else is just so caught up in themselves they don't have time to listen to me...
I am trying for those god damn turkey day goals but with 2 weeks to go I don't know if I'll get anything done.. I am soo worried about finals and now work...I think I will just lay back in my bed and do nothing... Maybe I will take a nap!!!
Wednesday Me and Kim tried to dye our hair. I wanted a light brown almost blonde color, but I ended up getting a dark brown almost black color...I think it was old dye!! Thursday I got up early to go to my 9:25 class but then it started to rain so I was done for the day. Beth, Kim and I napped all day. Me and Kim got up around 5 for dinner and decided we wanted Pizza Hut. We went to the wrong pizza hut to pick up our order and then we got stuck in a mad rain storm. We ended eating our cold pizza in the car and taking an hour drive because I got lost.. We drank a lot of Mountain Dew so we couldn't sleep.. We stayed up until 3am decorating and rearranging our room. I Hate Reading.
I came home around noon today and then me and Mark went for Chinese because I was craving it all week.. We went to PC to see everyone and I found out that all my bosses that I loved are leaving...Peggy and Cathy are the greatest and would do anything for me.. Mark introduced me to my new boss... After working for the company for 3 years I got introduced as... This is Melissa, she works here!!! My lil buddy Adam is even leaving!!!
I told my parents the news that I wanted to come home next year. My mom handled it well I guess and just started shaking. She never asked why and I really don't think she cared. My dad was kewl and asked a couple questions but then said he really didn't care. I will be saving them a bunch of money and I will be living under their roof so they can watch my every move.
I got my yearbook today and It was weird to see our pictures in color. Those were the people that I always looked up to. Wow those were the Seniors that are in College now. I am in College and I don't feel like it.. I feel like I am at a really bad summer camp. I very confused about a lot and there isn't anyone that is willing to listen. Having Kay and Caitlyn so far away is really hard, and everyone else is just so caught up in themselves they don't have time to listen to me...
I am trying for those god damn turkey day goals but with 2 weeks to go I don't know if I'll get anything done.. I am soo worried about finals and now work...I think I will just lay back in my bed and do nothing... Maybe I will take a nap!!!