I SUCK AT LIFE
So I am sitting her trying to start my english paper at 2:30am and the paper is due tomorrow at 11:30, plus I have to finish my study abroad application which is also due tomorrow. I always wait until the last minute, perhaps it is becuase i have had so much else going on.....ugh i dont know where to begin.
Im looking forward to tomorrow once these assignments are in and i can go to sleep. Ive never really pulled a complete all-nighter, so here it goes folks....can i do it? can i pull it off? will i get all my stuff done? i dont want to jeopardize not being able to go abroad jsut becuase i fuckin waited until the last minute.
why cant i be full of this much thought in relation to the paper i am trying to write, ugh remind me why i took an english class again? i need to do well in it. i feel like i am flucking out of college, i cant handle this, i need time off, well i just want a break, not a real time off, becuase i dont know what i would do with the free time. i want to travel but not alone, thats no fun.
im just full of so many emotions these days that i feel like a basket case....
my dad wants me to fly to michigan with him for thanksgiving, not sure how i feel about that.....plus i feel like my mom was implying that i couldnt go with them to see my stepsister and her new baby if it comes around thanksgiving, which it is supposed to....why wouldnt she want me to go? i hate feeling unwanted.....oh shit, i think im going to cry, and that cant be good since i need to focus on this paper.
i want to go on cruise and get away from everything....anyone want to come along....to somewhere warm, or we could go to Europe that would be fun too....
any takers?
Im looking forward to tomorrow once these assignments are in and i can go to sleep. Ive never really pulled a complete all-nighter, so here it goes folks....can i do it? can i pull it off? will i get all my stuff done? i dont want to jeopardize not being able to go abroad jsut becuase i fuckin waited until the last minute.
why cant i be full of this much thought in relation to the paper i am trying to write, ugh remind me why i took an english class again? i need to do well in it. i feel like i am flucking out of college, i cant handle this, i need time off, well i just want a break, not a real time off, becuase i dont know what i would do with the free time. i want to travel but not alone, thats no fun.
im just full of so many emotions these days that i feel like a basket case....
my dad wants me to fly to michigan with him for thanksgiving, not sure how i feel about that.....plus i feel like my mom was implying that i couldnt go with them to see my stepsister and her new baby if it comes around thanksgiving, which it is supposed to....why wouldnt she want me to go? i hate feeling unwanted.....oh shit, i think im going to cry, and that cant be good since i need to focus on this paper.
i want to go on cruise and get away from everything....anyone want to come along....to somewhere warm, or we could go to Europe that would be fun too....
any takers?