Defined as confusion
where to start... well alex wrote me a note saying he was no longer going to call or write or anything... which i guess is what i wanted it just sucks that i had to lose him as a friend. eh idk anymore... i talked to mrs aseltine about moving out and gettting emancipated and all that stuff but she informed me that there is no such thing as emancipation in new hampshire and that if i wanted more information i would have to talk to rowe.... so that was kinda a well HUGE disappointment. im so glad that tomorrow is friday but i can already tell its going to be a wicked SHITTY day because i only have two horses left and that guy who came to look at dude is taking him at 7 in the morning tomorrow. so me and my sister are gunna wake up at like 4 so we can go over there to say our good byes. my mom is such a bitch she was just like well its a better way to lose him then losing rumor which i guess is true but still NOT what i wanted to hear... errr.... i was just talking to jess (we fixed the fight we were in before already) and i asked her how her mom, dee is doing who is practically my mom yah know... she has been having headaches and been dizzy for months they put her on valium i think it was because they ahve no idea whats wrong even after the mri and all the other tests. so i wanted to know how she was doing and jess was just like i dont care which she totally does but err she was just being a huge bitch. then i found out she made other plans for this weekend when we have had plans to go to the rochester fair together for the past like 3 months. so yeah. im a little frustrated with that too. pretty much the only good part to today was that i did get my english paper in. yeah but it not pulling up in my email ruined my entire day.... eh whatever... oh and Ian we defintiely should go to the rope swing sometime soon seeing as i still need to try beetlejuice. hehe. anyway i guess that was enough of me bitching... i might have a date thing with this kid from my math class over the summer this weekend i havent decided whether i wanna go cuz he is like 22 or 23 which is kinda a big age difference i guess seeing as im only 17. yeah i dont know. hopefully ill be able to hang out with ian cait and jill this weekend because it would definitely make my wicked awful week a lot better. : D