the prophecy of an epiphany
so I really havent updated in a while. Lately I have been hanging with Ian and Caitlin which has been totally cool because its Ian and Caitlin. its been kinda weird being around alex.... I havent quite figured out whether or not I even wanna be his friend. he has started calling me again and not letting me off the phone. I dont think he realizes I dont talk to anyone that much and if i was going to I dont think its a good idea that it would be him. ahh I just want him to be over me!!!! he keeps asking me if I like another boy which at the moment i dont but i dont even feel like i would have the option to like another boy.... anyway im gunna get off the subject of alex cuz it just makes me stressed out which i really havent been at all since wednesday because hanging with Ian and Caitlin and Jill has its advantages. : D Jess is mad at me too and even that hasnt stressed me out. Ive just been chill. I cant wait to go to Cait's on Friday...!!!!! : D