continuing existence
Sometimes a smile is just a mask to cover the fact that I have no words to explain all the things that are wrong.
I have an adorable puppy, when she's not trying to eat my face, so life is not all bad.
well if you know me you know I'm rarely happy, so its easy to become discouraged or unhappy about things.
so. yeh. Eventually I'll find words.
for now. Meh. depressed. engaging in self destructive behavior, admiring scars, dwelling on miserable things. Dealing with it best I can, but we all break down sometimes.
No beaches in oklahoma, I settle for curling up in the bedroom closet with a pillow and heavy comforter when I need to.
it is what it is
sometimes being strong is as much of a curse as "interesting times"
I have an adorable puppy, when she's not trying to eat my face, so life is not all bad.
well if you know me you know I'm rarely happy, so its easy to become discouraged or unhappy about things.
so. yeh. Eventually I'll find words.
for now. Meh. depressed. engaging in self destructive behavior, admiring scars, dwelling on miserable things. Dealing with it best I can, but we all break down sometimes.
No beaches in oklahoma, I settle for curling up in the bedroom closet with a pillow and heavy comforter when I need to.
it is what it is
sometimes being strong is as much of a curse as "interesting times"