JuSt For Ms. TawNy SandeRS <3
Hey.hope everyone is doing well. Things have been okay, busy but okay. Here is something i wrote recently. please read it and let me know what you guys think. its nothing speical but its worth the read. i'll update more soon.. <3
There isn’t anything like your first love. There isn’t anything like that feeling you get in your stomach when you see him. Or the way that he can make you smile, at the worst of times, just by holding you, and telling you everything will be okay. The way he holds you when your sad, and the way he talks about you to his friends. And there just isn’t quite anything like the first time he told you he loved you, and you just knew your world would never be the same. There is nothing like the feeling you get just being able to talk to him , and to know he’s really listening and cares about what your saying. Or knowing that no matter how many miles life can put you apart from each other. Your love seems to remain the same and the anticipation of seeing him again makes your stomach tie in knots. And the way that every time you fight you cant help but cry, but you know he will call you back in an hour to tell you he’s sorry, even if the fight was your fault just to make things okay. There isn’t anything like the way his hand grips in yours, or the way his mouth tastes when you kiss him. Or the way he smiles up at you and you think about what he means to you and you cant help but smile because for the first time in your life, you know that you mean exactly as much to him as he does to you. And the best part of it is, relationships that are real are never easy, they aren’t meant to be. And in time you learn that true love is about compromising and giving in once in a while even when you don’t want to. Its not about getting the perfect package because no one is perfect, but isn’t it nice to know that you can drive each other crazy and find things annoying about each other but still be totally and completely in love. Even though perfection is a hard thing to accomplish in your eyes, he comes pretty close. And the best thing of all is knowing you love someone and the excitement you feel for your future whatever it may be . and whether you stay together a year, a month or your entire lives, you know that no matter what he was the first person you ever truly can say you loved, and you were his. And no matter what happens, no one can take that away from you. Because that is what love is. Its something to hold on to. Something to cherish. And something to never let go of.