so I made the mistake of playing OOR's Last Dance while reading this and good god my colleague has to ask me why I'm wiping stubborn tears at one in the afternoon ;;
"They kissed on the bridge over the harbour on the way home at the halfway point between two streetlights. When Sooyoung opened her eyes she saw Changmin’s glowing expression amongst the dimness of the night and the long-distance glimmer of the city lights hundreds of metres away. She noticed freckles on his face she’d never seen before, and Changmin had discovered that Sooyoung’s frequently chapped lips were not at all unpleasant."
JASKINFHJASKNFAJKSNFJSKANF MY HEART JUMPED OUT OF MY CHEST ;;
urgh my emotions are a mess right now. it's a turbulent mess. i don't even know what to feel anymore. there's this fluffy feeling in my gut, the type you think is what you might feel if you swallow clouds whole, but then you realize those clouds are nimbus clouds and suddenly there are thunderstorms and lightning at the pit of your stomach and it gets so so heavy and it's weird because it rains but it does not rain down, it rains up! and the raindrops leak from your eyes and you sob because you know that happy feeling is going to end. :(((
AWH bam I'm so humbled that you were moved by this - your appreciation and support for my writing has always meant a lot to me and I'm glad I didn't disappoint. You don't know how vivid writing that first kiss moment was omg. It just looked so picturesque in my head and I tried to capture things as I saw them - I'm glad you appreciated it! And yes I know that feeling - that things seem so good but it hurts because it's going to end. At least you knew it beforehand so you could prepare for it?? I HOPE YOU DIDN'T CRY TOO MUCH BAM AWHHH
"They kissed on the bridge over the harbour on the way home at the halfway point between two streetlights. When Sooyoung opened her eyes she saw Changmin’s glowing expression amongst the dimness of the night and the long-distance glimmer of the city lights hundreds of metres away. She noticed freckles on his face she’d never seen before, and Changmin had discovered that Sooyoung’s frequently chapped lips were not at all unpleasant."
JASKINFHJASKNFAJKSNFJSKANF MY HEART JUMPED OUT OF MY CHEST ;;
urgh my emotions are a mess right now. it's a turbulent mess. i don't even know what to feel anymore. there's this fluffy feeling in my gut, the type you think is what you might feel if you swallow clouds whole, but then you realize those clouds are nimbus clouds and suddenly there are thunderstorms and lightning at the pit of your stomach and it gets so so heavy and it's weird because it rains but it does not rain down, it rains up! and the raindrops leak from your eyes and you sob because you know that happy feeling is going to end. :(((
/reads part 2
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You don't know how vivid writing that first kiss moment was omg. It just looked so picturesque in my head and I tried to capture things as I saw them - I'm glad you appreciated it!
And yes I know that feeling - that things seem so good but it hurts because it's going to end. At least you knew it beforehand so you could prepare for it??
I HOPE YOU DIDN'T CRY TOO MUCH BAM AWHHH
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