Jun 19, 2004 13:16
is there something you've been wanting to ask me but haven't? go ahead and ask anything, nothing is inappropriate. ill answer as honestly as i can.
i want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions. no more. no less.
RULE: you must go to your journal and post this as well. allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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2~Do you really believe I lied to you?
3~How do you really feel about me?
I know I should stop myself, but I ask these questions anyways.
Mike
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1~because the hardest way to miss someone is by sitting right next to them and knowing you cant have them. even not sitting next to you would hurt... knowing is painful enough
2~yes. because you lied to yourself in the first place
3~that im not im willing to say. its foolish and the words would have repercusions and would bring nothing(good)of it
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it may have been my mistake to say you lied to yourself, i do apologize. i am sorry for what made things complicated for you.
now as for what you say about my feelings. i dont think you are in the right place or have the authority to say what i do, can, or cannot feel. i know what i feel, and you can deny it all you want. this will never change what i feel though. and, the situations where i was unhappy, were all following the "incodent". where you didn't beleive or trust me, and then when we were actualy going to talk about it, i felt happy, but then you had to cancel. i admit i over-reacted. what made me un-happy was that you didnt beleive what i said, and it called for no reason to be particularly happy. but, i was, whenever i was aorund you i was estatic. i enjoyed and charished every moment spent with you.
the last coment is, im not ready to be friends. so you can either suport that and be patient with me till i am, or we could just never speack again. this is your choice.
~joe
p.s. i saw harry potter... im a looser too
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