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is there something you've been wanting to ask me but haven't? go ahead and ask anything, nothing is inappropriate. ill answer as honestly as i can.
i want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions. no more. no less.
RULE: you must go to your journal and post this as well. allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
i want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions. no more. no less.
RULE: you must go to your journal and post this as well. allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
I never lied to myself. I may have been confused with what I felt, and when I was, I told you. Saying that I lied to myself and you is a long stretch from what happened.
Joe you don't know me as much as you think. You NEVER LOVED me. You think you did but you couldn't have. You need to stop making yourself believe that you missed out on something big with me because you didn't and thinking you did just cuases unnecessary frustration.
You can sit around thinking "I can't be around him, I miss him, It hurts." Or you can realize that I can just be a friend and it be as simple as that. We didn't have a serious relationship, we went out for a couple weeks... and you were always unhappy with me and everything was always a big deal. I couldn't be around enough and you were always worried I wanted other poeple and you thought I was ashamed of you. It wasn't making either of us happy!
There is no good to come of stayin hung up on some small thing that happened with us. Please realize that everything is not a big deal and it can be brushed aside... Things aren't complicated... THEY ARE SIMPLE!
No more drama.
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it may have been my mistake to say you lied to yourself, i do apologize. i am sorry for what made things complicated for you.
now as for what you say about my feelings. i dont think you are in the right place or have the authority to say what i do, can, or cannot feel. i know what i feel, and you can deny it all you want. this will never change what i feel though. and, the situations where i was unhappy, were all following the "incodent". where you didn't beleive or trust me, and then when we were actualy going to talk about it, i felt happy, but then you had to cancel. i admit i over-reacted. what made me un-happy was that you didnt beleive what i said, and it called for no reason to be particularly happy. but, i was, whenever i was aorund you i was estatic. i enjoyed and charished every moment spent with you.
the last coment is, im not ready to be friends. so you can either suport that and be patient with me till i am, or we could just never speack again. this is your choice.
~joe
p.s. i saw harry potter... im a looser too now
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