i promise the next entry will consist of sensless hate...
did i tell you how much i hate dishonest actions, how i think that when oNE commits an act of dishonsty towrds me that they are failing to give me respect, that if i were to realise this act of dishonesty that i would no longer care to interact with that person, and thus free up my mental capacity for bull shit, I realy cant handle bull shit anymore, it makes me physicly ill, this internet thing is a big stemin pile of it; but ill let it slide across my screen for some entertainment value _ ANGER, a teacher who i have a great deal of respect for in aw of his expirence and ability to cut throught peoples bullshitt like piss throgh snow, he quotes in his opinion that ANGER is the result of fear, where there is anger there is someing being feard, i see a great deal of truth in this, in the same i know that nothing is entirely true with the exeptions of mathmatical conculations, i know that much of my anger is the result for my dislike for the actions and choices and thoughts of others, now i also see how less but atleast half of that is based off my primortal fear of certian things, im mean in a sence, in the long run of things i could trace everything back to me being afriad of some kind of change, but ultimatly i have the ability to be realy mad at people beacese they give me reason to, my anger is the result of frustration with others, only humans and my self seem to make me ill with rage, fear comes in when i take two or more emotions for another person and combine them, then i begin to have fear of drastic change, and thus anger at them for being stupid.