Nov 14, 2009 10:49
Hello
It is Saturday and the weekend is here! Yesterday was Friday the 13th. Wow. You can say it was a hard day for me. You see me and this guy was dating for almost to years. Yea dating I know. He didn't want to bring it to boyfriend and girlfriend status. So yesterday we decide to take a time out from each other.(whatever that means) Anywho. I don't feel anything really. I didn't cry. I just shrugged it off like it was nothing. Is it because we wasn't an item in the first place? hmm I don't know. So today is a new day and it is a new start. I want to be with someone who wants to be in a relationship. I don't want to waste another 2 yrs of dating and knowing it will not going to go anywhere. I learn from this and I am moving on to better things now.
So I was on facebook the other day and my first ever boyfriend found me. I was like wow. We exchanged numbers and started talking. It was fun talking about the past. So we was going to meet up the next day. But something came up on his end. It was no big deal. So I gave him a call and we was talking. He said he just got home. So I ask. Do you live alone or do you live with a roommate. and Jokingly said or do you live with your baby mama. lol Do you know what he said. "whoa what's with the interview. I thought we was talking." I said We are questions are form of talking and getting to know one another. He said. I am not up for an interview." I was like ok and I change the subject. But shortly after I said I had to go. SO you already know what my gut is telling me. When I ask him those questions. He started to stutter and get defensive. For what. I am not trying to get with him. I'm trying to get to know him better. But I can see that he is hiding something and he is a liar. So The next day we agreed to meet up. But it never happen because I didn't even call him. I am not going to deal with people who wants to play games. That is why you call them your ex. lol So yea I am not going to be bother with that nonsense.
On a much lighter note. My friend and I are going to have a girls night out. We are going to the casino. We already pick out our outfits yesterday and later on today we are going to get our nails done and I am going to do her makeup. We are going to be super cute tonight. I really need a girls night out. I takes my mind of the craziness.
I haven't been exercising as much this week. I think I did it about 2 or 3 times. But come Monday. I am hitting the gym with full force. But I am still losing the weight that I had game back. I'm still working on my diet and drinking only water. SO I'm good in that area. But it is time for me to stop playing around and get serious this time. Spring and Summer are just moments away. So with that being said. Don't give up. Get back up and try again and again and again.
Until Next Time
BYE-bye
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