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i watched requiem for a dream today by myself
it's so much to take... it makes me hate everyone and me too.
when tyrone curls up into the fetal position?
god...her face and those men yelling... and her underwater screaming...
it's like.. you know that there are people in the world like that, but you don't think about them... and you don't know how they got that way....
i mean.. who hasn't heard the refrigerator rumble.. or smoked a joint... or wondered how far they would go for some stupid thing that makes them happy.
it's like watching a home movie of your family go through the worst possible imaginable hell and not being able to stop them because you're just watching it happen like it isn't even real.
it's like watching people around you fall down
and... you can't do Anything.
because you can't be bothered.
it's so much to take... it makes me hate everyone and me too.
when tyrone curls up into the fetal position?
god...her face and those men yelling... and her underwater screaming...
it's like.. you know that there are people in the world like that, but you don't think about them... and you don't know how they got that way....
i mean.. who hasn't heard the refrigerator rumble.. or smoked a joint... or wondered how far they would go for some stupid thing that makes them happy.
it's like watching a home movie of your family go through the worst possible imaginable hell and not being able to stop them because you're just watching it happen like it isn't even real.
it's like watching people around you fall down
and... you can't do Anything.
because you can't be bothered.