are you?

[meicailya]

Are you there God?
It's me, Mei.

You know we don't speak much anymore.
We didn't really speak at all.

Are you listening?
It's me.

Isn't the weather nice today?
Its the perfect day to die.

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Edited! OMFG: On later reflection, I realize how this sounds

Comments

[flusterdance]

No. Not a good idea.

[meicailya]

Ah, sorry. I didn't mean that to sound like a suicide threat. But I think it would be a good day to die. The weathers awful nice, and if -- for whatever reason -- I were to be killed in any of the numerous and unstoppble ways there are to die, I think today would be a good day.

I'd like to see the sun before I died.
Wouldn't you?

[flusterdance]

Oh. Good. *phew* I'm a former cutter, and last year I stepped in front of a bus, so when I see people doing the suicidal thing, I kind of freak out.

I try not to think of what circumstances I'd like to die in (at least, not anymore ^^; ).

[meicailya]

Etch, sorry! I should have thought before I posted something like that. I didn't mean to freak you out. ^^;;

I try to think of the best and most happy circumstance possible. On good terms with everyone and when the weather's good.
Because I'm paranoid like whoa. ^^;;