May 19, 2006 14:57
Are you there God?
It's me, Mei.
You know we don't speak much anymore.
We didn't really speak at all.
Are you listening?
It's me.
Isn't the weather nice today?
Its the perfect day to die.
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Edited! OMFG: On later reflection, I realize how this sounds.
Bah, Mei has better things to do with her time than threaten to kill herself in mock-poetic terms. This was merely me reflecting on the really nice weather we're having. It's really sunny, but not in the annoying way it usually is, and I figured that if I died, today would be a nice day to do so, because it would r0xx0rz to have this sort of weather be the last thing a person sees.
Cos I worry that I'm going to die. You don't control anything in this world. You could get into a car crash, or get poisioned, or have chosen the wrong place to be at the wrong time and be taken out in a drive-by.
Life is unpredictable. You can die at anytime.
Today just seems like a nice time for that to happen.