And leaving doesn't seem so strange. Well you see a part of me died tonight. It was hanging on by a thread and for some reason that is what cut it off. All that matters is that your gone. And for once in my life i can actually say that i am truly depressed, as in i hit rock bottom and i don't know what to do. Its true i dont know what to do, i ( Read more... )

It kills me. Slowly but surely. I am the definition of the hanged man. Kills me to stay but i still will. I guess in a way you were too. I thank you for that. i know things will never be the same and its probably better that way for you. You finally found what you were looking for. I'm the boy who lost the girl he loves and can do nothing ( Read more... )

I'm the boy who had the girl that everyone wanted. The boy that was to blind to see what he had. The boy who had one to many chances. I love you and I will always be there for you.

Well Today i didnt have to work which was nice because of my wrist, i said i fell on it sunday, which should buy me some extra days of sleeping in :) unfortunatly dino seems pissed off, but what can you do we all work so much for the little bitch and then when something comes up he bitches and complains. its some straight up bull shit. but sitting ( Read more... )

I have been a real fucking dick, and i have no idea why it happens it just happens, and right after it happens i feel like shit and i would give anything to go back and not do anything stupid like that, because it is just not worth it,i dont want to fight. hell i dont want to argue, i just want to be a nice young man who doesnt piss you off. You ( Read more... )

Fuck all of you!

here i am sitting her at 3 am in the morning trying to fucking finish this god damm stipid ass mother fuking cpt but i cant i dont know why but i jsut cant. i keep getting sidetracked or something cause i just cant finish it, man and now these cottage things i have to talk to my grandfather in person i think that i will have a way better chanvce at ( Read more... )

Wow it has been hell of a long time since i stumbled upon this thing. well im bored i have nothing to do except my basement well i think about you and what you are doing and i bet you i got it right each time i guessed not that you will ever know or anything. i wished it woulda lasted forever, well i got a phone call from humber today yay, it was ( Read more... )

One semester down one more to go, then to the big world, yay :| cant you just wait, well i can. the semester flow by and i have a feeling this one is too, then some of us will go some of us will stay... this has been a fun semester tho, and there is going to be a lot of fun, memorable moments in the new one too. but college, i applied for college ( Read more... )

and all i can say is thanks, i know ytou did not want to go and i knwo you hate snow and i know how much it was hurting you, but you still came despite all that and you still continued even though you were dead, dont expect to get it right away, cause you not, not one person does, i had a ball, and i cant wait till next time, trust i cant... i ( Read more... )