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So, Alexis broke the diet. She broke it and left me in the dark, still dieting, for a couple of days. I felt a little betrayed at first, but hardly; mostly just glad that she's having a good time. She has been down in Mexico, somewhere near Cancun. The resort she's staying at is what she called "all-inclusive." All-inclusive means her family paid one big price at the beginning and now have unlimited access to anything around the resort; they don't have to worry about paying for anything again; it basically gives you the feel that everything is free. The resort has like 5 restaurants, one all-you-can-eat (well, if you think about, all of the restaurants are all-you-can-eat: it's pretty much just an all-you-can-eat resort) buffet, and also a huge 24-hour snack bar. Do I even need to explain why Lexi broke her diet? She did resist for one day... but now I'm glad she's having a fun time pigging out. Maybe she'll even forget this stupid diet! I've realized that a lot of my stress over weight and body issues has probably been partially caused by her and her random attacks of really poor body-image. I'm going to make that one of my goals: to improve Alexis' body-image.
Anyway, I'm still dieting. I just want to prove something to myself; there's no other reason really. I just want to prove to myself that I can do it.
Anyway, I'm still dieting. I just want to prove something to myself; there's no other reason really. I just want to prove to myself that I can do it.