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my gramma thinks theyre putting my grampa into a nursing home. they can't take him off oxygen, and he seems to slip in and out of lucidity. she feels terrible that she can't take care of him, which she's been doing for the last 65 years. they told her if she were to take him home she would need to convert a bedroom and put in a hospital bed, an oxygen tent and lord knows what else. i don't know what she's going to do without him.
i put off calling her for days, because when i do that i can pretend its dream and not real life. i like it better that way.
i'm afraid that when my gramma doesn't have my grampa around she's going to detoriate just like him. i don't want them to die.
i put off calling her for days, because when i do that i can pretend its dream and not real life. i like it better that way.
i'm afraid that when my gramma doesn't have my grampa around she's going to detoriate just like him. i don't want them to die.