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omg i cannot believe that summer is almost over im about to flipping die its almost august for god sakes which means it soon to go to school and haha big suprise i havent started my books yet lol...and my sister whos the perfect freshman already has hers finished...asshole...but anyways with life lol...well i got my senior pictures done on monday...from what i saw very briefly i am going to LOVE them!! haha im so conceited lol...but they looked pretty cute i mean for me at least lol...then oh yeh on sunday night it was the TOBY concert...once again such a great concert it was ridiculous...great times greg and ryan need i say more lol...i finally saw al and allie and it made my night lol..that and seeing toby no offense guys but it was so much fun!...then nothing else has really happened i went to cumberland and omg i swear if some of you people from school would see me you would be in complete shock at the actual tan i am getting i mean honestly i am still in complete shock its really weird to wake up in the morning and see color on my body lol...but you know one of the great parts of summer...OMG I GOT A JOB!!!...seriously its like for sure i had orientation today i am employed lol...its such a great feeling..it really is i love it my first day is tom :/ im a little afriad lol...but cass will be there for me :) lol...its at an old people home i know like 3 people that work there thats the only reason i got it lol...but thats really the only big news i have everything else has pretty much stayed the same...i think ive pretty much lost my best friend...shes been ditching me and everything and its pissing me off...can i just ask a ?...if its your leaving for college in fall wouldnt you want to spend time with all your old friends instead of going around and trying to make new ones right before you leave??...i dont know its all strange to me...but i guess it makes me feel better to know im not the only one shes doing it to...shes doing it to her other good friends to...i dont know that just seems so stupid to me...i mean your leaving!!...spend time with the people who youve known forever not new ones...its just shows me a whole different side to her...but yeh im exhausted now becuase of the flipping hellions today so i am going to bed i will try to write again soon...hugs and kisses everyone!!