summers getting old now...
well im bored another night im sitting home...of course im tired so i prolly wouldnt even want to be out but you know the fact that noone calls i think i might actually go out for a while though with elyse at least thats something fun i can do lol...but yeh this weekend seemed to go on forever...umm friday was supposed to go out with rach but that most definitely fell through we kept playing phone tag and i think she just got sick of it...and then on saturday during the day i went car shopping with my dad...im so pissed they told me they were going to get me a newer used car and now he says there just gonna fix my car im like screw that bitches i want a different one now...i was so pissed he told me that yesterday ugh i was so mad i was like why did i waste my time going and looking for cars with you and on the internet we even went and looked at a car sunday nigth before i went to the fireworks i was just ugh so pissed...I WANT A JETTA DAMNIT!...ugh its annoying but anyways after that i had to babysit my so preciously adorable cousins that night i love them there so cute and so much fun to babysit...but then i got home and crashed i was so tired then on sunday yuck...we had the family reunion talk about a monster bore fest okay you see the people once a year and they think there like your best friends its annoying im like i barely know you!!..but yeh its pretty much just a bunch of old people getting together and discussing there lives its boring...then that night me and my dad looked at a old jetta waste of time not only was it ugly and gross but my dad now tells me im not getting a newer car...ugh im not even gonna start talking about it again it pisses me off...but yeh then i went to the fireworks with elyse...there they are!!!...haha it was fun one of the better parts of my weekend i must say...but then on sunday i was exhausted!...we left our home at 10 in the morning and didnt get home til 1045 at night haha i was so tired...we went to my grandmas for our annual fourth of july parade haha...yeh thanks for showing up...not...but it was fun i guess ledance was in it this year so i got to see my people that i have been missing for what seems like forever there float was cute...we were there til like 330 then we went to my moms friend lisas house it was fun she has a pool and i swear to you the kids that were there we some of the cutest little kids i think ive seen in a while they were precious...but yeh i came home again and went to bed lol...today i went and got my drug test and tb test...ouch the tb test hurt they gave me this shot so weird it was ridiculous it hurt to...but the once again i had to babysit the kids from hell...omg so annoying its awful i dont get paid enough to deal with em...seriously but yeh then who knows what im doing tonight hopefully something for a little while but yeh noones home and i feel like all my so called friends have turned 'bitch' im a little pissed about that right now ive been dissed three times in the past 5 days by three different people haha yeh i know it sucks...and my other so called friends left for vaca with each other without even saying anything to me except the one calling and being like oh yeh by the way i wont be home next week im going outta town with --- but yeh im pissed trying not to take it out on anyone but its getting to the point where i dont know what to say or do because im gonna blow my brains!!!...ill try to write later...hugs and kisses