u and ur beautiful soul......(is that what its called???)
ok so i topped myself recently, last night! me and my girl got wasted, then drank with joe and sum othaz and then in lauras room, and then alex got crazy and joe got scary as hell he was telling me he was gonna kill himself and alex was all upset, so ihad to get sober fast just as it was all hitting me, so i took care of alex, and jess watched joe. i called tina to see if she was comming up today, which she didnt end up doing,..... SOMEONE VISIT ME DAMNITT!!! and for some reason felt the urge to call frank (wtf) as i was talking to him, alex pulled me down onto the floor so then i called him back (her ankle got sprained last night, were not quite sure how)and im worried that i might have said something stupid, i do remember him saying im sorry i shoulda called you or something to that effect. sorry to all those who i drunk dialed.... te-hehe and to top off the night i came back to my room and told britt that i sleep naked when shes gone, and preceded to pull off my pants in front of marc and britt and her bf harry!!! oHHHH SHITT!!! lol oh well hahaha work today was hell then took alex to the nurse and the hospital where we proceded to eat granito food, yo so i contemplated smoking tonight and then my concious was like hello ur not a stoner but my never done before list is oh so long!! haha anyways about to go pong with christina and meghan and maybe alex and such, matt brady is soOOOoooOoOo hotttt!!!