back at school
well im back in ny, its cool i guess. i missed everyone. me and frank brokeup which was for the best. imagine that i felt so guilty for no reason what so ever except to be told that i make a better friend then a gf and that he doesnt like me anymore. i tried to call him to break up with him and he didnt even give me the decency to call me back. its cool tho things happen for a reason and most of my feelings lean towards me not wanting a relationship right now but a little bit of me says yeah a bf would be great, but it has to be a really caring and thoughtful one who does get me a christmas present or does something like show up at my school on mybday with flowers and balloons and have me paged from the lobby ( hint hint guys!!). tina got a hot new car and rachel is in the process tina got a jetta and rachel a cavalier i sold my car!!!!! tina might come up to see me on friday which would be awsome because chris this guy that i was seeing in aug-sept was the only one who has visited me so far...... i have to work a basketball game on sat to raise money for soccer. im about to apply to fordham if i get accepted which is a big IF i dont know how i will pay for it.... but this school is boring and the faculty sux! my weekend classes at occ are about to be approved by dc. but i still have to retake english and my over gpa willgo up but not the1st sem. which sux because it will look worse when i try to transfer but oh well tutles for now luvs x0x0x0x0x people finally commented!! oh and i havent seen ricky yet... ;-(