"Do you want to run away together...I would say was your best line ever..."
i've been home for 22 hours and i can't wait to get back. don't get me wrong, i love home but it's just kind of blah here. there's nothing to do and it's just me and my mom all day. which is awesome...i love spending time with my mom but you can understand how crazy she drives me after a while. i wish i could fast forward to two weeks from now and i'll be happy. there's just something missing inside and i wish i could have it. i never thought it would be this hard, and i'm trying to be strong, but it's REALLY hard. i've been walking around with this empty feeling inside of me...and i want it back.
on top of everything, i feel like crap. my stomach's has been hurting nonstop and i'm still sick and it's bad some days and ok some days. i didn't sleep good last night and i've just been lazy all day. i'm such a bum...but i guess it's ok because i'm at home and it's my break!
i just started christmas shopping today, and i got some stuff for 2 people. now i only have 3 left...kind of exciting! hopefully me and lauren will go to the mall this week some time. by the way, i drove in to town today and wanted to kill myself...there are SOOOOOOO many people here. who knew you could fit a million people into two lane roads everywhere...it doesn't matter where you are, there is ALWAYS traffic! SO FRUSTRATING!! just one more reason on the list of why i miss clemson and hate home sometimes!