Crisis of motivation
I sit this morning watching Sunday Morning and they are doing the spot on the Patty Boyd. She was the model who was married to George Harrison and Eric Clapton. After leaving Clapton she went on to become a photographer. I am envious. Plus, I am depressed because I let someone tell me that I was not talented enough to follow my dream to become a photographer. I could kick myself. But at that time in my life I really thought people were smarter than me. Even when it came to me, I thought other people knew better. I am ashamed to admit that. Now I am scared to go back to my passion because I listened to someone older and wiser. But I think that I will keep easing back into it. I have wonderful ideas that I want to try.