Perhaps the universe has different ideas for me...
Maybe I won't be working the fuck out of myself for YouTopia this year. Maybe I will just go. Or just not even go. Who the hell knows at this point. And maybe I am gonna quit CORE too, just because I don't need to spend so much time stressed out and pissed off. Maybe I am supposed to back off of this stuff and just focus on school and practicum. Maybe that is a better, if more boring, path to focus on. I love what I do... when I am allowed to do it. Which is not what is going on right now. So we will see.