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the people who go to smith are the best people ever.
i am in love with jack from world/inferno.
siena is my favorite waltz partner.
i've reached a new level of highness when i smoke. i get more fucked up and calmer and get such a good feeling. i used to just get stoned. now i get really high, and it's awesome. also, i'd forgotten how incredible it feels to be drunk and high at the same time. the perfect recipe is about 5 shots of alcohol and about 5 bowls. you can't go wrong.
i am very very highly confused about a lot of things and i kind of like it that way. and as frustrating as it is to be all out of control and unstable and teenagery and shit, i don't ever really want to grow up because i like things being unpredictable and crazy and discovering new things. and i'll never settle down and stop changing, ever. but man oh man.
i made friends with a really awesome man who sells brandwashed shirts and he gave me an incredible shirt for free cause i rule and about 10 "defective" tee shirts. kick ass!!!
and i've finally risen above all the bullshit inherant in not just american life, but teenage private high school life. that's not to say i don't have any issues to work through. but shit that used to really get me down really doesn't anymore. i've completely freed myself of a lifestyle and culture i was never really part of, and it's amazingly liberating.
high school is bullshit. i miss smith.
this was a crazy, crazy weekend and it left me very confused and infatuated with everyone & life in general, and it's a beautiful feeling.
i am in love with jack from world/inferno.
siena is my favorite waltz partner.
i've reached a new level of highness when i smoke. i get more fucked up and calmer and get such a good feeling. i used to just get stoned. now i get really high, and it's awesome. also, i'd forgotten how incredible it feels to be drunk and high at the same time. the perfect recipe is about 5 shots of alcohol and about 5 bowls. you can't go wrong.
i am very very highly confused about a lot of things and i kind of like it that way. and as frustrating as it is to be all out of control and unstable and teenagery and shit, i don't ever really want to grow up because i like things being unpredictable and crazy and discovering new things. and i'll never settle down and stop changing, ever. but man oh man.
i made friends with a really awesome man who sells brandwashed shirts and he gave me an incredible shirt for free cause i rule and about 10 "defective" tee shirts. kick ass!!!
and i've finally risen above all the bullshit inherant in not just american life, but teenage private high school life. that's not to say i don't have any issues to work through. but shit that used to really get me down really doesn't anymore. i've completely freed myself of a lifestyle and culture i was never really part of, and it's amazingly liberating.
high school is bullshit. i miss smith.
this was a crazy, crazy weekend and it left me very confused and infatuated with everyone & life in general, and it's a beautiful feeling.