Sep 19, 2008 21:06
I completely bombed my first test of the semester. When I say bombed, I usually mean like a B, maybe a C, but oh no, this was like the real meaning of bombed. This is the lowest I have ever scored on an exam in my years of higher (as in 3000 & 4000 level classes) education. It really, really sucks.
But, I didn't study like I should have. Or much at all. I have absolutely no motivation or energy these days. None at all.
I've diagnosed myself with hypothyroidism. I just have so many of the symptoms. I just gotta force myself (again, hard with no energy) to go to my hack of a doctor who always tells me there's nothing wrong with me. I swear I'm not a hypochondriac.
And the boys are back at work and I'm already sick of them. My boss was driving me up a wall today. And if this phone rings one more time, I'm going to strangle someone with the phone cord.
Oh yeah, and my father tells me to call my step-monster to congratulate her on the new baby, because 'she's the mother of your sisters' after all. Yeah, the same mother who threatened to keep the same sisters away from me, who doesn't call me um... ever. Who's just a rather horrible person in general whom I'd rather never speak to again. So, that's not going to happen in this lifetime.
step-monster,
school,
life,
work