this post is a result of me being tired and cranky
Work was busy. the first 3 1/2 hrs were fine, but as soon as i went on my lunch break i called my mom to see if there were any updates about the car. She said not really, but she told me that i needed to call USAA (my insurance/credit card company) and see if i was able to get a car loan. so i called them while trying to eat my lunch (cuz i was starving!) and they said that i couldnt get the loan because I dont have enough credit. :\ so i was majorly bummed about that. I asked if having a co-signer would help and she said yes. My parents are willing to co-sign the loan for me, but they dont have very good credit. Hopefully, my mom's credit is good enough. If it isnt then i cant get a car :'(
How much does it suck!? It's like, fine mom and dad dont make any money. I can deal with having to support myself. I'm actually fine with it. I dont want to be a burden, but to have bad credit and prevent me from getting a car that Im willing to make payments on and work 2 jobs just to be able to afford (all while going to school full time) just makes me mad
I guess im just irritated. I didnt know that buying a car was so stressful. I wish i could actually GO HOME for once and deal with things. I HATE having to do stuff over the phone. People dont ever ever call you back when they're supposed to. I dont trust business people.
Im sure this will all work out in the end blah blah blah w/e. right now im just frustrated with the whole thing. My car isnt dependable! I never know whether it's gonna turn on or not. and i refuse to put anymore cash into that money pit!! oh yeah, and not having AC in this summer weather is the opposite of fun.
i dont know why im so emotional about this. i guess, i just didnt think it was going to be this complicated. I'm disappointed. I let myself believe that i could get a car this weekend and maybe go home for a day, but im not driving my car 2 1/2 hrs without AC to get to Sarasota without knowing that I have a newer car waiting for me. I just wish i could be home and deal with stuff. I'm at the point in my life where i really like to take care of things for myself. Not that my mom isnt doing everything that she can cuz she is but i just wish i could be there in person because this is my responsibility.
Now that ive gotten this out hopefully my bad mood will subside. though part of me wants to cry. i hate being such an emotional girl, ill never be ok with it.
How much does it suck!? It's like, fine mom and dad dont make any money. I can deal with having to support myself. I'm actually fine with it. I dont want to be a burden, but to have bad credit and prevent me from getting a car that Im willing to make payments on and work 2 jobs just to be able to afford (all while going to school full time) just makes me mad
I guess im just irritated. I didnt know that buying a car was so stressful. I wish i could actually GO HOME for once and deal with things. I HATE having to do stuff over the phone. People dont ever ever call you back when they're supposed to. I dont trust business people.
Im sure this will all work out in the end blah blah blah w/e. right now im just frustrated with the whole thing. My car isnt dependable! I never know whether it's gonna turn on or not. and i refuse to put anymore cash into that money pit!! oh yeah, and not having AC in this summer weather is the opposite of fun.
i dont know why im so emotional about this. i guess, i just didnt think it was going to be this complicated. I'm disappointed. I let myself believe that i could get a car this weekend and maybe go home for a day, but im not driving my car 2 1/2 hrs without AC to get to Sarasota without knowing that I have a newer car waiting for me. I just wish i could be home and deal with stuff. I'm at the point in my life where i really like to take care of things for myself. Not that my mom isnt doing everything that she can cuz she is but i just wish i could be there in person because this is my responsibility.
Now that ive gotten this out hopefully my bad mood will subside. though part of me wants to cry. i hate being such an emotional girl, ill never be ok with it.