whew!
Oh my gosh. I just had the most stressful morning ever!
I had to turn in a paper for international relations this morning during our exam time which was scheduled from 8-10am. We didnt have a test cuz we took it last week. I had planned on turning it in around 9am. So i got ready to leave and got into my car and then I remembered that we had to also turn it in online. So I ran up to my apartment to post it really fast. When I logged onto Angel (the online company my school uses) i saw a not posted by my international relations professor that she was only going to be in the classroom unitl 9am. Well, by the time i had gotten back to the apt and turned my computer back on it was 8:59!!!!!
So I was freaking out! Online submissions only wouldnt count. So I uploaded the paper and wrote her a spastic note about wanting to turn it in lol. Then I remembered that her cell phone number was on the syllabus so I called her in this panicky tone. I was trying to keep my cool, but if i didnt turn in the paper i would have absolutely failed the class. Luckliy, she said she was still there and would be there till 10. WHEW
So I get in my car and start driving. I'm still stressed even though everything was fine. About half way there i realize that i DIDNT WRITE MY NAME ON IT. How retarded am I? Who doesnt write their name on a paper? I didnt put a title on it or anything. I'm so embarrassed! So at this point im freaking out again and basically hating myself. After all the time i spent writing and all the work i put into this paper that is worth 40% of my grade I thought for sure that i would lose points. What a dumb thing to lose points for!!!!
When I got to school I was on the verge of tears. How stupid did I look? I'm such a perfectionist that to screw up like this is just unexceptable. I got to class and my professor was there. I apologized for my spastic phone call and she said it was fine and was really nice. She gave me back my test and said that i got a 100% on it!!! I cannot believe I got a perfect score. I did some of my best guessing on that test haha. Then I told her that I forgot my name and she was like, "Ok, I'll just write it on there." like it was no big deal at all. She was so nice about it.
We talked for a few minutes about UF stuff and then I headed back to my car. I was trying sooo hard not to cry. It was difficult. I was tearing up so bad. I am so relieved.
I think I freaked out like times 10 more because of the awful dream i had last night where I got an F on a paper because I didnt read the directions and apparently i didnt do it right. So the feeling from that dream was still lingering haha