This is not for you...

[megathom]

I'm pretty sure he was talking about happiness. I'm a fool. Something is wrong with me as a person. I am a bad person. I have sinned (not in the asshole christian sense) somewhere in my life, and will have to pay for it forever I suppose. I am meant to wallow in despair for eternity. I don't deserve her. Fuck me.

Fake fuck. Asshole extrodinaire. Piece of shit. This is what will be on my grave.