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[megaroo517]

drunk

on wine

no sleep

for thirty + hours

losing it

how do i surivive?

feel like i'm dying

can't hold on

beginning to wonder

if i can survive

this rape

i am beginning

to doubt it's possiblity

i want to stop

thinking

i want to stop

existing in this

i have experienced

too much horror

i can't

survive

any

more

i

can't

ask

for

your

help

but

i

am

drowning

so quickly

that i

cannot

grasp

onto the seaweed

floating above

my sea soaked

bloated head.