"Warhol"
Life is weird, a good weird. So much is changing, and I don't like this change, but I don't dislike it either. I really have no care for it. I quit smoking, and I'm losing an ass load of weight. My goal is 94 pounds and I'm confident I can get down to that. The deal is, if I lose weight, Rob will grow his hair out how I like. But I'm not losing weight for him, I'm doing it for me. I want to strip my hair too. Besides changing physically, I'm changing spiritually. My relationship with God is improving everyday. College starts soon, I'm not excited, I would rather work 40 hours a week. That's all my life consists of, looking for jobs. I highlighted almost every tanning salon in the phone book. But I sewed my seed to Faith Life Now (thank you Gary Keesee) and I have faith that I will find the job that's right for me. So basically life is good. The only thing bothering me is love. I've practially lost my love for everyone. I want to conquer this world alone.