spring!
things are still going very well. so stable, healthy. i feel at HOME here, miranda and i's apartment is so cute and we both buy like kitchen stuff, pictures to hang up on the walls, unique shelves. she is sucha wonderful roomboom babe too i am so happy it's worked out so well. it's been feeling like spring and i feel like the beautiful weather has awakened a part of me that has been asleep during the winter months, which is a funny idea really because it's not like we experience harsh winters or anything down here but i can tell the cold weather and the lack of sunshine takes a toll on my mood and motivation, like so much so. really one of my favorite things is feeling the warmth and sunshine on my skin, arms. i always feel so damned good. i've been riding my bike again! i rode it like one time during the winter, i play music, all my favorites and i feel so strong and free. sometimes i get kind of like anxious about riding my bike, like sort of afraid of the other cars, if i look dumb, am i going to fall lol, but with the music i feel like my favorite bands are along for the ride and empowering me, haha whatta dummy. whatever works, right? and i can't wait for this semester to be over and then it's SUMMER! flea market on wednesdays, pool partys! we've already had 2 and it's so freaking fun and low key, such good sweet friends.
and i am so happy with marty. i've never felt so safe, content, trustworthy, confident, and ok with myself in a relationship before. i think one of the things that stands out to be about marty is that he is a good person, and has a good heart. i don't know if there is a malicious bone in his body, a generally good-natured person... sort of rare and hard to come by these days.. we still go on dates at least 2x a week and it's super fun. we're going to oakland/san fran in may to see tame impala i'm super excited. it'll be my 3rd time. one bad thing is i've put on sort of a 'winter coat' lol chubby girl for life. whatever, remaining active and eating like a normal person are the things i'm going to focus on. ain't no thang
and i am so happy with marty. i've never felt so safe, content, trustworthy, confident, and ok with myself in a relationship before. i think one of the things that stands out to be about marty is that he is a good person, and has a good heart. i don't know if there is a malicious bone in his body, a generally good-natured person... sort of rare and hard to come by these days.. we still go on dates at least 2x a week and it's super fun. we're going to oakland/san fran in may to see tame impala i'm super excited. it'll be my 3rd time. one bad thing is i've put on sort of a 'winter coat' lol chubby girl for life. whatever, remaining active and eating like a normal person are the things i'm going to focus on. ain't no thang