yoyo
i try to think about how long it's been since i've had someone so genuinely good a part of my life. it's strange and wonderful.. sometimes i feel like i don't deserve it, it's too good to be true, negative crazy girl thoughts. other times i feel overwhelmed with how lucky i am to have found him, so cheesy but really, like i really lucked out. he's okay with my flaws for some reason and is willing to help me work through them. i have a lot to say, thinking a lot and many thoughts are going through my head but i am so tired and don't feel like typing them out. i'm just super happy is all.