Oct 30, 2008 10:02
"Despite how much you love them, you'll have to skip a family obligation today." says my Friendster horoscope.
For some strange reason, there are a lot of hassles in the mid-later part of my sem-break. I promised myself to spend the sem break with myself as I try to make myself truly happy. After all, I have to prepare for the last morsels of rumors and workload in UP. I want this sem break to be for myself, someone I neglected for a huge portion of my life. ("ULUL! Anong you neglected yourself you selfish egotistic jerk!". Yes I can read your mind.)
But we never get the things exactly as we want it. After all, I had my hair fixed and some neat clothes and undies. I still need to buy some new pair of pants, the only reason why I want to stay in Shangrila hotel in Makati. I can already see the all the brands and stuff I can buy along with the sumptious meals I'll have with my family. Hotel stays plus shopping sprees are quite common in this family already. But its not that I don't want these, but am getting tired of it already. I want to just rest up here at home, be with a special someone, and just chillax before the enrollment.
Now I don't want to offend my parents. Baka tumaas nanaman ang BP ng tatay ko dahil sa akin tulad nung nangyari nung umakyat ako para sa hearing. I left immediately after the hearing, my dad was quite sad about it. He kept on complaining to my mom about how I left and how he can't convince me to stay (refer to the post I have about Baguio and school). I really didn't mean to get him irked but we are our individual selves and we have our own motives, wants, and needs. I guess this is just a case of clashing interests. After all, the dating and relationship stage came to me in a much later phase of my life. I think my parents are already looking forward to an empty nest with just the two of them, our kasambahay, and our dogs. I can't blame him for that.
NEWS FLASH MUNA:
My mom just went down for a scolding. They will be taking away the AVR (Pffft as if I can't use the pc without it) and is accusing me off wanting to spend time with other people (which is true). This shows am having a rough time wiht my family right now. I want to be a bit detached but my parents wants to keep me in. Its not about disrepect, its about finding myself and making myself truly happy.
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Moving on, I dont want to go with thee usual hotel stay + shopping spree grande...
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Sorry fans, I have to cut this short. I just vented out to my sister who explained everything behind the imposing commands of my parents. Seems like ako talaga may problema. Heck even my friends and boyfriend wants me to go with my parents na lang.
:p