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| RED is for anger |
01: Would you say you have a short temper?:
My mom would say so, I would have to agree with her. lol
.
02: Have you ever reacted violently when angry?:
Plenty of times. Which is why I am on probation right now. I accidently broke a window.
03: Have you ever turned red?:
I don't think so. I've never been around a mirror while angry.
04: What was the last thing to really piss you off?:
Well, a friend of mine flipped out because I smacked her. It wasn't even that hard, and if it was I'm sorry. Well, after I did what I did she punched me in my arm. It hurt super bad. So, I just became bitchy and stayed quiet.
05: Are you ever argumentative?:
Very much so.
06: Have you ever intimidated someone so much you made them cry?
I'm not sure.
07: How do you calm down when u have been angry?:
I try to just listen to my iPod, read, or write.
|YELLOW is for happiness |
01: Have you ever really experienced true happiness?:
I suppose.
02: Do you believe that happiness is something you need to work for, or does it come naturally to you?:
I think you have to work for happiness. Sometimes you just get so caught up in thinking that 'good things come to those who wait', but you can't wait forever. If nothing is happening, make it happen.
Yeah, you can quote me. lol
03: Are you happy at the moment?:
Not really.
04: What makes you smile?:
Her smile, her laugh, just her in general.
05: Are you known to be quite a smiley person?:
Not really. I'm not real sure what I am known as.
06: What was the last thing that made you happy?:
I can't recall.
07: Did you have a happy childhood?:
Not really. I mean, not everything is perfect, but I am content with it.
08: Or, do overly happy people just get on your nerves?:
If they're extremely over happy, you know that they're not happy at all.
| PINK is for love |
01: Do you believe in true love, or does the idea of it just make you cringe?:
I believe in True Love, but I also believe that you may not just have one True Love. You see people get on Oprah, or even Dr.Phil, and they talk about losing a loved one. For example, this one lady on Dr.Phil lost her husband after they left dinner. I believe it was on their anniversary. Not really sure if that's right. Anyways, well, they crashed into a Telephone Pole, or it may have been just an Electric Pole (Is that the same thing? lol). Anyways, she was on there and was talking about how she'll never love again. Well, all she ever did with her daughters was watch home movies and look through photo albums. That is very sweet, by the way. Throughout watching the footage, she was told that she needs to really move on. It is very hard to move on, but we all will probably have to sometime in our life. She was hurting her daughters. They even said that "We don't want Mommy to be sad and cry, Daddy's in Heaven." It was so sad, but she started dating again.
I know that if I was in that position, I'm not so sure if I could move on. It'd make me feel like I was just forgetting my love before the currrent flame, but that's just me. I guess I'll never really know how I'd feel unless it happens to me.
02: Are you a romantic sort of person?:
Yes, I am. I mean, I don't think I can come up with very romantic things for a significant other, but I sure as hell would try my best.
03: Have you ever been in love?:
Yes, I have.
04: If so, what did it feel like?:
It's just overwhelming. Especially in the beginning. There are so many feelings floating around, your heart races, you feel like you're going nuts. It's a wonderful feeling, but at the same time it is very scary.
05: Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt?:
Yes. I think the reason that it hurt me is because when you really love someone, you instantly become scared of losing them. I guess some people just handle it better than others. Other people are better at pushing that aback.
06: Have you ever been heartbroken or been the heartbreaker, even?:
I've never truly have my heartbroken. Of course, most people go through that first boyfriend thing when they're like twelve, and you don't even date for a year and then they break up with you and you cry. That's just something that happens. 'Cause you usually always think your first boyfriend is the greatest guy, or girl if you have a girlfriend, ever.
I know that I have broken somone's heart. I really never meant to. I am a teenager, and I'm really not sure what I want. I also don't even know why, but I just want the teenage experiences of being hurt, "loving", and just doing whatever. I don't know why I want that so bad, but I do. I guess I just want to feel normal in my life, even if it's not for long. I guess you'd have to really know my life to know what I mean. I'll probably write about it sometime. lol
07: Have you ever experienced unrequited love?:
I am not sure what that is.
08: When you’re in a relationship, do you celebrate Valentines Day?:
Yes.
GREEN is for envy |
01: Are you naturally a jealous sort of person?:
Yes, but it's only because of what I've believed about myself my whole life. If I would have been happy with myself when I was little then I wouldn't be so worried about people. I blame my unhappiness as a child for what I feel about myself today.
02: Do you get jealous when in relationships?:
Yes, 'cause I'm always scared someone is better than me.
03: What kind of things make you jealous?:
Someones perfect hair, their pretty clothes that just lay across their body perfectly, anyone who has an extremely gorgeous smile. Ya'know, that kinda thing.
04: Are you ever jealous of your friends?:
Some of them.
05: Have you ever been totally spiteful due to jealousy?:
Yes.
06: Or, have you ever been the victim of someone else’s jealousy?:
I don't think anyone is jealous of me.
07: Are you jealous of people with more money?:
Not really, no.
08: What was the last thing to make you jealous?:
Uhm,. a friend of mine was with a friend of hers, and it just made me really jealous. lol
| PURPLE is for passion |
01: Which of your interests are you most passionate about?:
Music.
02: Are you passionate about your future?:
Not really.
.
03: Are you sexually passionate?:
Yes.
04: Do you have a high sex drive?:
I had a baby, sex is the last thing on my mind. lol
05: Do you think passion is important in a relationship?:
Yes. If your relationship is getting strong.
06: Do you think sex is important in a relationship?:
It's def. not the most important thing ever. You can't have sex all of your life.
07: How many ‘lovers’ have you had?:
Three.
08: What particular beliefs or causes are you passionate about?:
I'm not sure.
| ORANGE is for health |
01: Do you think you lead a healthy lifestyle?:
I did before I got pregnant.
02: What does your diet consist of?:
I don't diet. I am going to try and start soon, though.
03: Describe your figure:
After-Pregnancy, 5 months later. lol
04: Have you ever had an eating disorder?:
Almost.
05: Do you eat fruit and vegetables?:
I don't eat any fruits that I have ever tried. I refuse to try a lot of them. I only eat 6 vegetables.
06: Do you play sports?:
Not really. I want to play basketball ever since I left Danneh's.
I forgot how fun it is just to shoot and mess around.
07: What exercise do you take regularly?:
None.
08: Are you a member of a gym?
Nope.
| BLUE is for sadness |
01: Have you ever suffered from depression?:
Yes.
02: Have you ever been on any medication for a mental disorder?:
Yes. I have Bipolar Disorder. The doctors thought I had ADHD when I was little. The doctor I had was an idiot. We believe that I have ADD.
03: What kind of things make you sad?:
There are too many things that I could list that make me sad.
04: Do you cry often?:
Not nearly as much as I use to.
05: What was the last thing to make you cry?:
I'd rather not talk about it.
06: Do you think you are very emotional and sensitive?:
I am extrememly emotional, but I try my hardest to not show it. And I am very sensitive, especially when it comes to certain kinds of jokes toward me as a person, or even my weight. Although my weight is due to a baby, but still.
07: Have you ever self harmed or considered suicide?:
I've harmed myself for about 4 years, I even went to the hospital for it. I have also thought about suicide. I think about it almost everday, but I am 99.9% sure that I will NEVER do it. I am far too scared of death to just kill myself. If I knew where exactly I would go, and everything like that, I'd probably be way more likely to commit suicide.
08: Who do you go to when you’re sad?:
I try to kinda stay away from people. I don't think very many people care about people's problems anymore. Which is sad, but true.
01: Would you say you have a short temper?:
My mom would say so, I would have to agree with her. lol
.
02: Have you ever reacted violently when angry?:
Plenty of times. Which is why I am on probation right now. I accidently broke a window.
03: Have you ever turned red?:
I don't think so. I've never been around a mirror while angry.
04: What was the last thing to really piss you off?:
Well, a friend of mine flipped out because I smacked her. It wasn't even that hard, and if it was I'm sorry. Well, after I did what I did she punched me in my arm. It hurt super bad. So, I just became bitchy and stayed quiet.
05: Are you ever argumentative?:
Very much so.
06: Have you ever intimidated someone so much you made them cry?
I'm not sure.
07: How do you calm down when u have been angry?:
I try to just listen to my iPod, read, or write.
|YELLOW is for happiness |
01: Have you ever really experienced true happiness?:
I suppose.
02: Do you believe that happiness is something you need to work for, or does it come naturally to you?:
I think you have to work for happiness. Sometimes you just get so caught up in thinking that 'good things come to those who wait', but you can't wait forever. If nothing is happening, make it happen.
Yeah, you can quote me. lol
03: Are you happy at the moment?:
Not really.
04: What makes you smile?:
Her smile, her laugh, just her in general.
05: Are you known to be quite a smiley person?:
Not really. I'm not real sure what I am known as.
06: What was the last thing that made you happy?:
I can't recall.
07: Did you have a happy childhood?:
Not really. I mean, not everything is perfect, but I am content with it.
08: Or, do overly happy people just get on your nerves?:
If they're extremely over happy, you know that they're not happy at all.
| PINK is for love |
01: Do you believe in true love, or does the idea of it just make you cringe?:
I believe in True Love, but I also believe that you may not just have one True Love. You see people get on Oprah, or even Dr.Phil, and they talk about losing a loved one. For example, this one lady on Dr.Phil lost her husband after they left dinner. I believe it was on their anniversary. Not really sure if that's right. Anyways, well, they crashed into a Telephone Pole, or it may have been just an Electric Pole (Is that the same thing? lol). Anyways, she was on there and was talking about how she'll never love again. Well, all she ever did with her daughters was watch home movies and look through photo albums. That is very sweet, by the way. Throughout watching the footage, she was told that she needs to really move on. It is very hard to move on, but we all will probably have to sometime in our life. She was hurting her daughters. They even said that "We don't want Mommy to be sad and cry, Daddy's in Heaven." It was so sad, but she started dating again.
I know that if I was in that position, I'm not so sure if I could move on. It'd make me feel like I was just forgetting my love before the currrent flame, but that's just me. I guess I'll never really know how I'd feel unless it happens to me.
02: Are you a romantic sort of person?:
Yes, I am. I mean, I don't think I can come up with very romantic things for a significant other, but I sure as hell would try my best.
03: Have you ever been in love?:
Yes, I have.
04: If so, what did it feel like?:
It's just overwhelming. Especially in the beginning. There are so many feelings floating around, your heart races, you feel like you're going nuts. It's a wonderful feeling, but at the same time it is very scary.
05: Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt?:
Yes. I think the reason that it hurt me is because when you really love someone, you instantly become scared of losing them. I guess some people just handle it better than others. Other people are better at pushing that aback.
06: Have you ever been heartbroken or been the heartbreaker, even?:
I've never truly have my heartbroken. Of course, most people go through that first boyfriend thing when they're like twelve, and you don't even date for a year and then they break up with you and you cry. That's just something that happens. 'Cause you usually always think your first boyfriend is the greatest guy, or girl if you have a girlfriend, ever.
I know that I have broken somone's heart. I really never meant to. I am a teenager, and I'm really not sure what I want. I also don't even know why, but I just want the teenage experiences of being hurt, "loving", and just doing whatever. I don't know why I want that so bad, but I do. I guess I just want to feel normal in my life, even if it's not for long. I guess you'd have to really know my life to know what I mean. I'll probably write about it sometime. lol
07: Have you ever experienced unrequited love?:
I am not sure what that is.
08: When you’re in a relationship, do you celebrate Valentines Day?:
Yes.
GREEN is for envy |
01: Are you naturally a jealous sort of person?:
Yes, but it's only because of what I've believed about myself my whole life. If I would have been happy with myself when I was little then I wouldn't be so worried about people. I blame my unhappiness as a child for what I feel about myself today.
02: Do you get jealous when in relationships?:
Yes, 'cause I'm always scared someone is better than me.
03: What kind of things make you jealous?:
Someones perfect hair, their pretty clothes that just lay across their body perfectly, anyone who has an extremely gorgeous smile. Ya'know, that kinda thing.
04: Are you ever jealous of your friends?:
Some of them.
05: Have you ever been totally spiteful due to jealousy?:
Yes.
06: Or, have you ever been the victim of someone else’s jealousy?:
I don't think anyone is jealous of me.
07: Are you jealous of people with more money?:
Not really, no.
08: What was the last thing to make you jealous?:
Uhm,. a friend of mine was with a friend of hers, and it just made me really jealous. lol
| PURPLE is for passion |
01: Which of your interests are you most passionate about?:
Music.
02: Are you passionate about your future?:
Not really.
.
03: Are you sexually passionate?:
Yes.
04: Do you have a high sex drive?:
I had a baby, sex is the last thing on my mind. lol
05: Do you think passion is important in a relationship?:
Yes. If your relationship is getting strong.
06: Do you think sex is important in a relationship?:
It's def. not the most important thing ever. You can't have sex all of your life.
07: How many ‘lovers’ have you had?:
Three.
08: What particular beliefs or causes are you passionate about?:
I'm not sure.
| ORANGE is for health |
01: Do you think you lead a healthy lifestyle?:
I did before I got pregnant.
02: What does your diet consist of?:
I don't diet. I am going to try and start soon, though.
03: Describe your figure:
After-Pregnancy, 5 months later. lol
04: Have you ever had an eating disorder?:
Almost.
05: Do you eat fruit and vegetables?:
I don't eat any fruits that I have ever tried. I refuse to try a lot of them. I only eat 6 vegetables.
06: Do you play sports?:
Not really. I want to play basketball ever since I left Danneh's.
I forgot how fun it is just to shoot and mess around.
07: What exercise do you take regularly?:
None.
08: Are you a member of a gym?
Nope.
| BLUE is for sadness |
01: Have you ever suffered from depression?:
Yes.
02: Have you ever been on any medication for a mental disorder?:
Yes. I have Bipolar Disorder. The doctors thought I had ADHD when I was little. The doctor I had was an idiot. We believe that I have ADD.
03: What kind of things make you sad?:
There are too many things that I could list that make me sad.
04: Do you cry often?:
Not nearly as much as I use to.
05: What was the last thing to make you cry?:
I'd rather not talk about it.
06: Do you think you are very emotional and sensitive?:
I am extrememly emotional, but I try my hardest to not show it. And I am very sensitive, especially when it comes to certain kinds of jokes toward me as a person, or even my weight. Although my weight is due to a baby, but still.
07: Have you ever self harmed or considered suicide?:
I've harmed myself for about 4 years, I even went to the hospital for it. I have also thought about suicide. I think about it almost everday, but I am 99.9% sure that I will NEVER do it. I am far too scared of death to just kill myself. If I knew where exactly I would go, and everything like that, I'd probably be way more likely to commit suicide.
08: Who do you go to when you’re sad?:
I try to kinda stay away from people. I don't think very many people care about people's problems anymore. Which is sad, but true.