My Apologies
To you...For giving you hope when I felt completely hopeless. For wanting so bad to be with you and realizing it would be a change in my life I just didn't have the guts to make. For falling in love with you and not staying with you. For still loving you and not telling you.
Then to you...for never being honest. For not letting go when I started looking in other places. For making you feel special when I wanted to be free.
To you... for making promises I couldn't keep. For not waiting for you. For not writing. For leaving you by yourself when you needed me most.
And to you...for replacing you so easily out of spite. For moving on so quickly when I still cared.
My apologies to those...who I liked for shallow reasons and nothing more. To those who I held onto for the attention, with no intention of being with you.
To the one... who I can't be myself around. Who I can't tell how I'm really feeling, when I feel the world about you.. Who I can't be serious with. Who I can't be honest with. For all the mistakes I will make. To the person I will build walls in front of. To the person I will open my heart up to only to close it without reason or warning.
To myself...for being afraid. For not trusting. For never being happy where I am. For never appreciating what I have. For giving myself to those who don't deserve me. Withholding from those who do.
To everyone I've walked away from without looking back. For all the times I was selfish, shallow and self centered. For all the walls I built to forget about you.
For the hearts I know I broke and thought I forgot about, I'll never forget.
To all of you, to myself...
I'm really am sorry.
Then to you...for never being honest. For not letting go when I started looking in other places. For making you feel special when I wanted to be free.
To you... for making promises I couldn't keep. For not waiting for you. For not writing. For leaving you by yourself when you needed me most.
And to you...for replacing you so easily out of spite. For moving on so quickly when I still cared.
My apologies to those...who I liked for shallow reasons and nothing more. To those who I held onto for the attention, with no intention of being with you.
To the one... who I can't be myself around. Who I can't tell how I'm really feeling, when I feel the world about you.. Who I can't be serious with. Who I can't be honest with. For all the mistakes I will make. To the person I will build walls in front of. To the person I will open my heart up to only to close it without reason or warning.
To myself...for being afraid. For not trusting. For never being happy where I am. For never appreciating what I have. For giving myself to those who don't deserve me. Withholding from those who do.
To everyone I've walked away from without looking back. For all the times I was selfish, shallow and self centered. For all the walls I built to forget about you.
For the hearts I know I broke and thought I forgot about, I'll never forget.
To all of you, to myself...
I'm really am sorry.