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It's funny. When I stopped writing in this, I really thought the rest of you had stopped as well. Then I went to my friends page and there is everyone with a recent entry. Nothing changed. Except I felt totally out of the loop. It felt kind of like this:
One day a few months into my sophmore year in highschool my sweet caring mother decided it would be good if I were home schooled. After a year of homeschooling we both decided I was mildly retarded and needed a real education. So back to high school I went. I was very nervous the night before, but finally told myself it would be fine, everyone would remember me and we'd be best friends again. Little did I know.
The next day I came into class and threw open the door and was like BAM!!!
HI GUYS!!!!!!I"M BACK!!
But only Pete lifted his head and was like
Oh hi melis..er..meg..meghan.
And they all resumed their reading.
Thats ok. Class is busy. They weren't able or allowed to make a big deal out of seeing me. Later I'll sit at our regular lunch table and we'll all laugh at each others stories as always. So later came. And there I was at our regular table...
alone.
And everyone else was at a totally different table that I'd never even seen before...
Telling stories
And more stories...
WITHOUT ME!!
That's ok. I thought. Just pretend you can hear their stories and chime in as you used to. After that they'll include you in just like old times.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!AHHHHH HAHAHAHHAHA!! That's FUNNY Billy!!!!!!!!!!
But everything just fell silent...
And billy turned to me and said..
ummmmm Melin...er...Meghan...you've been gone for a year. you don't even know what we're talking about.
You're right I mumbled.
And proceeded to fill my mouth with the cornflakes my mom packed.
School that day finished up and I returned home where I was greeted by my sweet soft spoken mother
How was everything at school today honey?
How was everything at school?? How was everything ??? I thought.
EVERYONE HATES ME!! THEY HATE ME!!! AND I HATE YOU!! BECAUSE YOU MADE ME COME BACK HERE!!!
Then I ran upstairs crying. Jumped into bed.
And took my hurt and anger out on my cat.
slap
slap slap slap slap
pet
The end.
One day a few months into my sophmore year in highschool my sweet caring mother decided it would be good if I were home schooled. After a year of homeschooling we both decided I was mildly retarded and needed a real education. So back to high school I went. I was very nervous the night before, but finally told myself it would be fine, everyone would remember me and we'd be best friends again. Little did I know.
The next day I came into class and threw open the door and was like BAM!!!
HI GUYS!!!!!!I"M BACK!!
But only Pete lifted his head and was like
Oh hi melis..er..meg..meghan.
And they all resumed their reading.
Thats ok. Class is busy. They weren't able or allowed to make a big deal out of seeing me. Later I'll sit at our regular lunch table and we'll all laugh at each others stories as always. So later came. And there I was at our regular table...
alone.
And everyone else was at a totally different table that I'd never even seen before...
Telling stories
And more stories...
WITHOUT ME!!
That's ok. I thought. Just pretend you can hear their stories and chime in as you used to. After that they'll include you in just like old times.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!AHHHHH HAHAHAHHAHA!! That's FUNNY Billy!!!!!!!!!!
But everything just fell silent...
And billy turned to me and said..
ummmmm Melin...er...Meghan...you've been gone for a year. you don't even know what we're talking about.
You're right I mumbled.
And proceeded to fill my mouth with the cornflakes my mom packed.
School that day finished up and I returned home where I was greeted by my sweet soft spoken mother
How was everything at school today honey?
How was everything at school?? How was everything ??? I thought.
EVERYONE HATES ME!! THEY HATE ME!!! AND I HATE YOU!! BECAUSE YOU MADE ME COME BACK HERE!!!
Then I ran upstairs crying. Jumped into bed.
And took my hurt and anger out on my cat.
slap
slap slap slap slap
pet
The end.