just another manic monday

Nov 07, 2005 14:30

autumn is almost over and i have not driven through waterford valley once.
nothing beats waterford bridge road in the fall.

all i can think about is poutine.
the way to my heart.
obesity sucks ass. so does my intense love affair with food.

i have $21 to buy groceries. i am battling the compulsion to go spend 1/4 of that on a big dirty plate of fries, cheese and gravy. i think i am winning the battle. which, ultimately is equivalent to losing. because i won't have poutine.

why am i so convinced that i am unworthy of every boy i like?
what makes these boys so special?
aside from extreme, molten hotness.
the problem is that i only like the absolutely best boys.
the cream of the crop.
what's the problem, you ask?
the problem is that everyone likes the fucking best boys.
and so the best boys have their pick of all the best girls.
and as awesome as i am, i do not fall into the "best" category.
i am second-rate, at best.
which is fine. i can pretend to be first-rate. i can fake it with the best of them.
but i am only fooling myself.

so let's have a toast to all of the best boys.
fuck 'em.
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