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my mom ate my last piece of banana cream pie
and i said i hate my sister...and i've never said that before
i feel kinda badd
whatever
alyssa came over today
i just want to state that she is one of the greatesttt people in the entireeee worldddddd. for almost an hour all we did was take pictures of ourselves and one extremely hot picture of the inside of alyssa's noooooseeeee.
and then we went to brians and had an orgy
but not really
i decided today that i have alot of anger inside me, and its getting harder for me to vent. today i vented to alyssa for about forever, but then i decided i was depressing her. But we did tear up a picture and i reallllllly enjoyed it.
this summer is going to amazing IF i dont need the effing surgery. Im scared to go to the doctor on thursday, because i dont wanna hear it if its bad news. I would need 2 operations at seperate times this summer. Which means-
no riding(no leasing, no camp)
no dance (no classes, no practicing)
no swimming
and probably no running
its really depressing me. because i had this summer all planned out:
-outer banks for some partyinggg with my favoriteee step sisterrr
-home and hopefully get my braces off
-riding camp and dance classes start
-hang out with the FAB FOUR alllll theeee timmeeeee
-go down the shore with alyssa
- riding camp and dance classes end
-leasing gonzo or indianna the same week meg and ashley lease
and more stuff that im not gonna put
and that knee surgery could ruin everything
im just glad that theyre 99% sure that they dont need to operate on my hips. could you imagine me in a hip brace? didnt think so
it wouldnt be very attractive
im so nervous about finals
i have no idea how im going to do on math
i did well on french
and then i have english, history and science within the next 2 days
and im nervoussss
i think im going to end this now
and i said i hate my sister...and i've never said that before
i feel kinda badd
whatever
alyssa came over today
i just want to state that she is one of the greatesttt people in the entireeee worldddddd. for almost an hour all we did was take pictures of ourselves and one extremely hot picture of the inside of alyssa's noooooseeeee.
and then we went to brians and had an orgy
but not really
i decided today that i have alot of anger inside me, and its getting harder for me to vent. today i vented to alyssa for about forever, but then i decided i was depressing her. But we did tear up a picture and i reallllllly enjoyed it.
this summer is going to amazing IF i dont need the effing surgery. Im scared to go to the doctor on thursday, because i dont wanna hear it if its bad news. I would need 2 operations at seperate times this summer. Which means-
no riding(no leasing, no camp)
no dance (no classes, no practicing)
no swimming
and probably no running
its really depressing me. because i had this summer all planned out:
-outer banks for some partyinggg with my favoriteee step sisterrr
-home and hopefully get my braces off
-riding camp and dance classes start
-hang out with the FAB FOUR alllll theeee timmeeeee
-go down the shore with alyssa
- riding camp and dance classes end
-leasing gonzo or indianna the same week meg and ashley lease
and more stuff that im not gonna put
and that knee surgery could ruin everything
im just glad that theyre 99% sure that they dont need to operate on my hips. could you imagine me in a hip brace? didnt think so
it wouldnt be very attractive
im so nervous about finals
i have no idea how im going to do on math
i did well on french
and then i have english, history and science within the next 2 days
and im nervoussss
i think im going to end this now